this is it … the end … end of the innocence …. End of everything ….Sane. everything will be downhill from this point on. or maybe it always was and we were just too busy looking up to realize. but now. Now we have no where else to look … now that all of what we once looked up to is now rubble at our feet. Now what. What other then look down. down at the long long road ahead.
So much changes in …. sometimes in the years that lead up to those moments where it all finally breaks down… and sometimes those moments where everything just slips away.

sigh* …….. fuck such a long way to go…. if only we had a clue abt where it is we're headed.
…and if we can really hack it.