Tuesday, December 27, 2005

guys can be such fucking chutiyas. and theyre even bigger chutiyas when it comes to girls. more often than not its over the Wrong Girl. And even more often than that its over the Unavailable Girl or the Its-Never-Going-to-Happen Girl. it doesnt matter if the guys normal, nice, sweet, intelligent or even a total harami. once the chutiyapa catches up ... Its over!
theres a guy who flies out of the country, armed with the eyeliner she wanted, the t-shirts she really liked and the jewelry he thinks would look really good on her
the guy whos been in love with his best friend for over 2 years and has done everything possible to distance himself
the guy who flew across Pakistan to attend the wedding of the girl he loves, because he felt that he should be there for the most significant occasion of her life
the guy who sat and consoled her boyfriend the day after the girl they both loved left for another country
the guy who would do anything for her even though they broke up 4 years ago and shes been seeing someone else for the past 2 ½ yrs
the guy who keeps hoping that their msn conversations would amount to something more but they never do
urghhhh and it just goes on... anyhooo I was at some point going somewhere with this rant …but it all seems quite pointless...i hate men!

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and then when i ask what the point of pursuing this is ...
he says, "im not really pursuing it but i know i wont feel like this forever because i cant or its pointless or whatever... so i might as well show her how i feel while i still feel it."
struck silent by the sweetness and simplicity of his statemnt i try to think of something else we can talk about

1 comment:

Phitaymaun said...

:)
Love, the true kind, the kind that deserves to be applauded, honored... emulated, usually makes better men out of us then we ever deserved to be.
Patient men, caring men, 'chutiya' men who don't know why they care, only that they do. Men who will look thier nemesis in the eye and smile only because the girl who loved them once now loves what they hate the most. Wierder stuff has happened, Sam, the only constant in it all has been the rank stupidity bordering on insanity shown by the men in these situations.
Defination of Honor i would say, as examplified by the most honorable specimen of the species, a man ineoxarably and indubitably in love.


I will be reading this post several times i'm sure, because i see inspiration dawning. Thankyou for giving the chutiyas a bit of the lime light.