Tuesday, May 10, 2005
shes just a girl
She just keeps playing into his hands. Over and over again. Fate fucks around with her and she lets herself get fucked. H.a.r.d. You could say she's a pawn. The devil's pawn maybe. Played around with in order to fulfil a larger purpose. And a dark one at that. She could fight it if she wanted to. but fuck that. It hurts her repeatedly but hey everybody hurts sometimes. She hums The Song in head. The one that broke her. How could she have been such a fool. She bleeds a little. sometimes. a lot. Then she gets up brushes herself off and starts up all over again. Shes brusied. broken even. And yet she thinks she stands a chance. She needs a reality check. She wants to be fucked again. She tries to play him but whats the difference. She ends up knocked to the floor, tears mixed with blood brimming at the corner of her eyes. But shes still game....
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hmmph, i'll be cold and straightforwards here. if this is you and if this is what i think it is ur talkin about... then... stop wasting ur time behind useless things/people already. and, if u wanna stay in it, then DO NOT complain. You lose the right to rant if u opt to stay in a situationt that sucks.
nobody has time ot listen to "losers" ;-) know what i mean? get up, and get moving already.
you can always stay tho, if u think u deserve to be treated like shit... if u think u are shit :-) haha... no ones gonna complain about that... i assure u :-)
bring on the change already dude. :-)
well thnkx for the cold and straightforwrd. :) But see the thing is you dont really know abt my situation...whether the people involved are "useless" or not.
And actually i will have to disagree with you in that actually I can complain. I will complain. I will also whine bitch moan groan and feel sorry for myself sometimes ...not often but sometimes. But dont worry I dont im not going to waste my breath torturing those who havnt the time to listen. And my blog is afterall my blog. Dont like whats on it ....click the little cross on the topright hand corner and slowly move away from the blog :P
And just to clarify I dont deserve to be treated like shit. And im certainly not shit. I resent even the insinuation. But like i said you dont really know so0o its ok....
thnkx for visting the blog tho ... and come again if you want but if you do then DO NOT complain. ;)
haha u got me wrong. i know my options... even the "little cross" :-)
u missed my point. when we complain, we'll have ppl around us listening, telling us how its unfair on us, telling us they wish they could do something, telling us they feel for us.. and stuff. but they arent really helping u solve the situation. in fact they throw u furhter into the problem.. where ur concentrating on the pain, rather than a solution. and yes, there usually are solution... whether they be physical actions.. or just mental. i say "usually" coz, sometimes... we really dont have a choice... some wrongs we dont bring upon ourselves... they just happen. ...and then ppl get bored... and ppl leave... hell they move on... go places... and ur still left there... its a crazy loop hole... just be wary of it...
dont let the pain overwhelm u. again, not saying that u will, or are doing so, but each one of us is capable of it.
lol, hum to atay jaatay hain logon ki blogs pay... jab kabhi furhsat milti hai... aur agar aye hain yahan, toe "complain" karnay nahin.. or naa hi kar rahay they :)
and ot be sure... not judging or commenting on ur intelligence.. dont have the right to do that coz i dont know u... or ur situation... and thats understood i hope :) my comments are neutral and i hope theyre are taken with the fact that i DO know i dont know u or ur situation :-)
i like the way u write.. so i'll be coming back for sure to read more... coz i cant write :-D or convey any message thru words.. which means... im a disaster in most cases :-D
*scurries away before saamish takes that huge shoe and throws it at luci* lol
i think all the serious stuff has already been said.. so time for a little useless trivia-about-my-life-that-makes-no-difference-to-yours:
everybody hurts is my nanas FAVOURITE song.
:D
(yes indeed, an 8o year old man likes REM)
bap-luci: that would be a sexy stilleto not a huge shoe ...tsk tsk now ur insulting the size of my feet ;)
zag: yea i know ...oliver asked for more and look where that got him
discopapaya: that is the coolest comment anyone has ever left me!!! i salut ur nana :)
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