how do you breathe onces u widepipes been smashed
how to you get up when youve thrown down your crutchs
how can you survive when your instincts have failed you
again
back to zero. thats where i want to be. dont want to compromise dont want to understand dont want to work it out i just want to be able to breathe. just once and not just for a few minutes with some one cutting off my supply everytime i get comfortable in the air. i keep thinking things will work out. they have to. no they dont. where you are has nothing to do with where you might be. no one knows more about this now especially now. but thats different. that cant be helped. an act of God maybe. this can be fixed. this just needs time. we need to grow up. thats all. understand better. know stuff. what about knowing too much stuff. how does that go away. how do you get that. how does anyone get over that. when youv been blamed for not having faith your entire life and the one thing that you did have faith in crumples before you. you cant turn back time. you cant change feeling. you cant control feelings. what do you. on the other side of the fence. how do you make the hurt go away. what is this love that cant get over insecurity. not his. not hers. and what it turns into is a fucking shit throwing contest. do you ever get over this. do you ever really look back at it one day and it doesnt mean anything. his anger his resentment his broken heart her hurt her shattered faith her broken heart. why do we insist on forcing this. why cant we both step away. it seems so futile this fight. and yet it comes naturally. the insistance on making it works sans the capabilities.
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