Wednesday, June 15, 2005

significant much?

insignificance..
its all so fucking insignificant.
your so insignificant.
im so fucking insignificant.
really. WHAT DOES IT MATTER?
what he said she said you did i felt.
really! does it even fucking well matter?
Life changes. Faster then you can say "it hurt" you realize it and you think to yourself "fuck! look at them..look what happened... fuck...all this shit is so INSIGNIFICANT!"
And yet.
Even then we still dont get it.
it happened to them.
It could have happened to you.
it could still happen TO YOU.
And yet we still carry on.

dumb fucks
all of us

3 comments:

discopapaya said...

you curse a lot

and therefore, i like you.

:D

othr than that, i have no idea what your talking about,but yeah, in the bigger picture, most things end up being pretty insignificant by the end of it. Its always worse in your head as compared to how it really is.

Phitaymaun said...

its significant as long as its significant to YOU. other than that, we all end up realizing that in the grand scheme o fthings we dun count for much. Just shit spattered on walls really.
BUT, we get to choose what we want to fight for, what we deem significant. Don't measure your choices by the guage provided by world/life, instead use your heart. You may end up losing, you may end up wrong... but at the end of the day, you'll know and find comfort in the fact that you did what you did your way. That you didn't let your self succumb to circumstance and public opinion, and there in lies the victory. The significance of it all.

just muttering said...

dp : thnkx!
bkn: i duno0o about that... is there realy any satisfaction in "doing it your way" ...im 22 and all iv learned this far for sure is that i dont know shit! i really cant say for sure if my victory will life in following my heart or not ... 50 yrs down the line i really dont wanna be sitting alone suronded by my iguanas going "stupid heart". :P
anyway ...its all bs anyway ...thus the post .. i guess im just in search for the bigger picture at this point... then again maybe im just rambling ;)..