travelling now ...working sort of ... feeling disconnected. very. want to write but need the time to chill relax and not be in the business center of a cramped holidayinn next to highways in the middle of texas-nowwhere. hmmmm maybe that might help. feeling good these days kind of. im still confused still scared. most of the time. but happy still. have people around to hold on to i guess. have myself.
reading kartography abhi. have much to say about it. i guess i'll know what exactly once im done with it. she has a lott of beautiful lines kamila shamsi very relatable. urgh* the desprate needs to crash is hitting me. i lurrrrve hotel beds!! :) theyr the best part of traveling! white cold comfy sheets tucked in so when you go to bed you actually feel all tucked in....
*sigh* :)
double *Sigh* ...i miss home.... miss everyone there... dont know how im going to make the final move....
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where in texas? The lobe star state sux. Hot and uninviting and too damn big really.
kartography, good... end predictable and unsatisfying for me atleast. She does write well though, makes me envious.
Hotel Beds... hate to bust your bubble, be a thorn in yoru side, rain on yoru parade etc etc etc, but hotel beds are one of teh top ten disease carriers in teh world. Sorry, publict toilet seats are safer... having said that, i have a thing for hotel tubs... they always have such fantastic shower heads. Even, fast sprays... and you don't feel guilty about using the shampoo as bubble bath. Whenever i check in to a hotel, i take long relaxing luxurious baths. Now that brings back sordid memories, so well, damnit. There you go another luxury mutilated by memory.
:(
Germs aside, I have to agree with the sammish speak. The tucked in feeling definately gets me too. I enjoy the disconnected, vague, alone feeling one might absorb from new hotel rooms. All the loneliness spills out as newness at times. Can't help but miss home after your words. : (
Sonia
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